13DECEMBER 1939

SRI AUROBINDO (hearing laughter): What is the matter?

NIRODBARAN: Purani and Champaklal are laughing together.

SRI AUROBINDO:: That is their usual business.

CHAMPAKLAL: Purani has hurt his big toe again.

PURANI: A plank fell on it.

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SRI AUROBINDO: You are always knocking or pushing it over. (Laughter)

At this moment, Nirodbaran, by inattention,, happened to spill some water from a bowl.

SRI AUROBINDO (laughing): What's the matter now? You are doing the same thing as Purani along your line.

NIRODBARAN (as Sri Aurobindo started reclining): In the New Statesman a reviewer quotes a line of Turner's poetry as an example of "careless and lazy inversion". The line is:

When the last tune is played and void the hall.

SRI AUROBINDO: The inversion is rather deliberate. It's there for the sake of emphasis.

NIRODBARAN: I don't understand why the reviewer calls it "careless".

SRI AUROBINDO: It's certainly not careless. If he doesn't like it, he can say so, but he can't attribute it to carelessness. Who is the reviewer?

NIRODBARAN: He is another poet, Richard Church.

SRI AUROBINDO: Oh, these are all fads of different poets!

NIRODBARAN: In the review Church says that Yeats was very enthusiastic over Turner's poetry. In his adventure through modern poetry he has made a discovery, Yeats says.

SRI AUROBINDO: Yes, in rhymed verse Turner writes very well at times. But his prose-poetry comes to nothing.

NIRODBARAN: Turner seems to be a worshipper of "silence".

SRI AUROBINDO: Not quite, because he is a music critic!

14 DECEMBER 1939

SATYENDRA: Meher Baba says that Sai Baba and others were moulding the events of the last war. But if so many spiritual figures work at the same job like that, I wonder what the result will be. Each will try in his own way and cut across the work of the others.

SRI AUROBINDO: Yes, they may make a muddle of it.

PURANI : They can't make a "worse muddle than the politicians.

NIRODBARAN: But why a muddle at all if they work from intuitive insight?

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SATYENDRA: Even so, up to Overmind everything is a play of possibilities. And one will counteract another.

SRI AUROBINDO: Quite so. Dayanand had the idea of establishing world peace by bringing all the nations together. He could have said he established the League and some other Yogi disestablished it.

SATYENDRA: Did you meet Dayanand?

SRI AUROBINDO: No, I met one of his disciples, a scientist in Calcutta National College. When I wrote about the future Avatar, he said Avatar was already there, meaning Dayanand.

NIRODBARAN: Weren't there two Dayanands?

SATYENDRA: Yes, the one Sri Aurobindo has written about was an Arya Samajist, while there was another, a Bengali, who used to keep nothing for the next day because he believed in never planning for the future.

SRI AUROBINDO: He is the man who started Sannyasi marriages. I don't know whether they were real marriages or spiritual ones. He had something genuine in him. Barin used to be in ecstasies over him.

SATYENDRA: Another Avatar is coming out from Poona. He will declare himself in 1941.

SRI AUROBINDO: Who is that?

SATYENDRA: He is claimed by those people who dissociated from the Theosophists.

SRI AUROBINDO: Oh, one more of their romances!

SATYENDRA: Didn't Madame Blavatsky have something real in her, something mystic?

SRI AUROBINDO: Yes, but the romance was also there. When one deals with mysticism one has to be very careful. There is any amount of truth and there is any amount of imagination. Nivedita spoke of the Theosophists as "woolly-headed people."

SATYENDRA: The Rosicrucians too believe in the reality of mystic experiences.

SRI AUROBINDO: Yes, Arjava (John Chadwick) belonged to one of their groups at Cambridge, and this created a lot of difficulty for him at the beginning of his sadhana here. The Rosicrucians posit two principles in man- good and evil personas. The evil person has to be raised up in order to be got rid of. There are already enough bad things in our nature to deal with without raising up other evil things. Europeans have no knowledge of these matters. Even the Christian mysticks seem to have no clear idea.

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SATYENDRA: I suppose it is because the Europeans don't want to get rid of their individuality.

SRI AUROBINDO: They mix up the Self and the ego. Even when they are identified with the Self, they think it is the ego that has become that. Even Blake who had some idea of identity with the Self appears to have made this mistake.

PURANI (after a lull in the talk): Anilbaran says that according to Kant if one follows Reason one is free but if one follows Sense one is bound. There is also the question: Is Buddhi or Intellect an instrument of Prakriti and can a man, so long as he follows Buddhi, be free in the Gita's sense —that is, free from Nature?

SRI AUROBINDO: Does the Gita say that he can't be free?

PURANI: Well, there is a sloka which says that Sattwa, the mental Guna, binds by happiness.

SRI AUROBINDO: That is quite a different thing. You are mixing up two different things. The question is whether Buddhi can help you to detach yourself from your nature and lead to the perception of the Purusha, the free Witness.

PURANI : The text of the Gita will support this role of Buddhi.

SRI AUROBINDO: I should think so. Otherwise what is the meaning of the Gita laying so much stress on Buddhi?

NIRODBARAN: Then does it mean that Buddhi is not an instrument of Nature?

SRI AUROBINDO: It is an instrument that helps one to rise to the higher nature. You have to use the lower instruments to rise to the higher.

PURANI: Anilbaran does not want to admit Sisir Malta's contention that Kant's idea of following Reason is the same as the Gita's Buddhi-Yoga.

SRI AUROBINDO : He is quite a controversialist. (Laughter) But in a controversy one has to see whatever truth there is in others' points of view.

PURANI: Kant, it seems, changed his mind in later life and admitted the necessity of Faith, which he deals with in his critique of Practical Reason.

SRI AUROBINDO: I haven't read European philosophy carefully.

PURANI: Besides, it doesn't interest us, as it has no practical bearing.

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SRI AUROBINDO: That was Arjava's great complaint, that here people always want something practical. They don't want to think for the sake of thinking. (Laughter)

PURANI: Kant's notion of freedom is not the same as our Indian notion of Mukti.

SRI AUROBINDO: The European idea is to arrive at the Truth.

SATYENDRA: They also have some idea of applying the Truth.

PURANI: Yes, a sort of idealism but not spirituality. In his Practical Reason Kant maintains that Pure Reason is an abstract faulty hardly to be found unmixed in men.

SRI AUROBINDO: What is it for then?

PURANI: It is just an ideal hardly attainable. So Practical Reason is necessary. Kant's opponents say that everybody follows Reason and so everybody is free. Everybody justifies his action by some reasoning. But, in that case even a thief can justify his stealing by some reasoning.

SRI AUROBINDO: Yes, and a very practical reasoning too. (Laughter)

PURANI: Even the thief is free because he acts freely.

SRI AUROBINDO: How?

PURANI: He decides out of his own free will.

SRI AUROBINDO: But merely by reasoning he can't be free. If we apply the Gita, one is not free merely because one reasons about stealing, but if one can steal disinterestedly and with detachment one can be free.

SATYENDRA: Wouldn't it be difficult for Europeans to grasp such ideas--for instance, that of killing people with detachment?

NIRODBARAN: In the New Statesman, the French author Gide speaks of disinterested action, even criminal or any other kind of action.

EVENING

DR. BECHARLAL: Are trust and faith the same?

Sri Aurobindo kept silent, not giving an answer.

DR. BECHARLAL: In the Words of the Mother, it is said that trust in the Divine brings the Grace. So isn't trust the key to having the Grace?

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SRI AUROBINDO: There is more than one key. DR. BECHARLAL: Doesn't trust lead to surrender?

SRI AUROBINDO: Not necessarily. If you trust a friend, it does not mean that you surrender to him.

DR. BECHARLAL: But as the trust increases you surrender more and more.

SRI AUROBINDO: If you trust a friend in a particular matter, it doesn't mean that you surrender to him in everything else.

15 DECEMBER 1939

The Mother told Sri Aurobindo that the prices of things have gone up. Vegetables are getting scarce and costly. When the soldiers come, it will be still more difficult to get them. Champaklal remarked that the price of one house- paint has gone up from two rupees to a thousand.

SRI AUROBINDO: That means that it is not available for purchase. But I don't know why vegetables should be scarce. The rise in price one can understand, because of the general rise in the standard of living. But why scarce? They are neither growing less, nor are they being exported.

SATYENDRA: Luckily not. Neither is the British Army large enough in India to consume more.

Somebody said that Russia had been threatened with expulsion from the League of Nations.

SRI AUROBINDO: Yes, Uruguay made the threat. Now Paraguay should bring in a resolution to expel England and France. I wonder why the League exists at all.

PURANI: Herbert was very enthusiastic about the League.

SRI AUROBINDO: Naturally. He was directly affected by the League and we were indirectly affected through him because he translated our books. (Laughter)

PURANI: He said the League had done a lot of good work; for example it has established an International Labour Department.

SRI AUROBINDO: Labouring over nothing!

PURANI: It has gathered a good deal of information.

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SRI AUROBINDO: Then it may be called, instead of the League is, the League of Informations.

EVENING

As usual Purani entered with a strong military step and took a few deep looking at Sri Aurobindo. Champaklal and Nirodbaran were stealing a smile at each other over him when suddenly Champaklal burst out laughing and Purani looked at him. Sri Aurobindo also looked and, raising his right hand, made a gesture as if to say, "Don't know what to make of it all."

PURANI: My presence seems to act as a catalytic agent without one's knowledge.

SRI AUROBINDO: That is how the subliminal self acts - without knowledge.

Sri Aurobindo started taking his short walk in the room. When the walk was finished, Purani took up the thread of a past conversation.

PURANI:: Between Hegel and Kant, poor Nirodbaran's question was lost.

SRI AUROBINDO: What was it?

PURANI: Nirodbaran says that, just like reasonings, experiences differ and come to different conclusions. How then can experience be a criterion any more than reason?

SRI AUROBINDO: Experience is not a criterion. It is a means of arriving at the Truth. But experience is one thing and its expression is another. You are again putting reason up as the true judge over experience which is above reason. When people differ over experience they differ in laying stress on or having a mental preference for this or that side of the experience. It doesn't mean that the experience itself is invalid. It is only when you try to put it in mental language that the differences arise, because such language is too poor to express it. As soon as you bring in mental terms, you limit it.

Truth is infinite and there are innumerable sides to it. Each conclusion of reason expresses something of that Infinite. Only when reason claims that it contains the whole truth in a conclusion, it is wrong. If you find that experiences differ, you have to go on

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adding experience after experience till you come to the reconciling experience in which all others find their place.

When you want to describe a spiritual experience, you are obliged to use mental terms which are quite inadequate. That is why the Vedantins say that mind and speech can never express the Truth. Still you can somehow manage to express something as long as you have not gone beyond the level of the Overmind. When you enter the Supermind, then (Sri Aurobindo began to shake his head, and resumed after a pause) it is extremely difficult. And if you go still further towards the Absolute, it is almost impossible.

Reason takes up one standpoint and declares the others to be false, For instance, if it speaks of the Truth as impersonal, the Truth for it is solely impersonal and can never be personal; or vice versa. Really, both the personal and the impersonal are true; wherever there is the personal there is also the impersonal, and this holds too the other way round. When you transcend both you arrive at the Absolute.

SATYENDRA: Of which the two are aspects.

SRI AUROBINDO: Yes, but it doesn't mean that they are less true for being aspects or that the Absolute excludes them. "When you throw aside reason you reach the all-inclusive Absolute.

One reasoner looks at a thing in one aspect and declares that that alone is right, another in some other aspect and swears by that. Reason to be really reasonable must have various points of view. It can't be right if its accounts don't differ. As I said, there are various sides to Reality. If the descriptions of several countries of the world were the same, they wouldn't be true.

SATYENDRA: How?

PURANI: If you describe Switzerland and the U.S.A. in the same manner, how would you be correct?

SRI AUROBINDO: And yet the earth is one and mankind is one!

SATYENDRA: It is good to have all these experiences.

SRI AUROBINDO: Yes, but if you can't have all, it is enough to have one — because each is an approach and can lead to the Absolute.

After this, Purani brought up the subject of the quotations from the Vedas and Upanishads for Sri Aurobindo's Life Divine. He had been searching suitable quotations for the opening of each chapter.

PURANI : About the quotation for the chapter, "Knowledge by identity", there is a sloka which says, "One must become like an arrow piercing its mark." I wonder if that will suit.

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SRI AUROBINDO: It won't quite fit, because knowledge by identity is more than that. When they speak of knowledge by identity the Upanishads mean knowledge of the Self which is all, but that is one part of such knowledge. If you can't find a quotation here, there may be something for direct knowledge or knowledge by direct awareness. You can try and see if by some luck you find any.

PURANI: In Rajayoga, they speak of direct knowledge by Samyama which perhaps means concentration.

SRI AUROBINDO: That is a different thing. That comes by putting the pressure of consciousness on an object. But direct knowledge may not require concentration on one's part. The consciousness simply comes into contact with a thing and knows about it.

PURANI: Rajayoga speaks of Siddhis, special powers, like conrol over Matter, knowledge of Suryaloka (the Sun-world) and Chandraraloka (the Moon-world), conquest of death, etc.

SRI AUROBINDO: Knowledge of Suryaloka and Chandraloka, yes, but conquest of death is a very different matter. About Siddhis, it is said that they flow into one when one enters a certain state of consciousness.

PURANI: The Upanishad also speaks of Yogis conquering disease and death and having less stool and urine.

SRI AUROBINDO: In that case, I was going in that direction regarding urine.

17 DECEMBER 1939

Satyendra drew Nirodbaran 's attention to a single thin thread hung by a spider from the ceiling. Nirodbaran was reminded of a story in the New Statesman and Nation of a spider listening to Paderewsky's music. Sri Aurobindo was asked whether he had read it.

SRI AUROBINDO:. No, what is it?

NIRODBARAN: Paderewsky says that while he was playing a particular tune a spider came down from the ceiling and sat on the piano-board. But when he began playing another tune the spider at once went up to the ceiling. This struck him as rather curious and to see if the spider was really appreciating a particular tune he played

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again the previous one. To his surprise, down came the spider and it listened right to the end.

SRI AUROBINDO: Did Paderewsky play the other tune again or anything else to see whether the spider climbed back up once more?

NIRODBARAN: No.

SRI AUROBINDO: Then Paderewsky is not a scientist.

SATYENDRA: In India they say snakes are attracted by the flute. But scientists say snakes have no ears.

SRI AUROBINDO: Scientists say all sorts of things.

NIRODBARAN: The Greeks also used to say that animals are attracted by music.

SRI AUROBINDO: That is a universal belief.

SATYENDRA: Snake-charmers in India have a particular kind of instrument common among them and it produces a uniform tune which seems to appeal to snakes. They catch the snakes by playing that tune.

SRI AUROBINDO: If that story of the spider is true, it means that different animals are sensitive to different kinds of music. To snakes, perhaps Beethoven's sonatas would have no appeal, while this music of the snake-charmers appeals to them, perhaps because of its being current in Nagaloka!

There was a reference to the naval battle between the German pocket-battleship Graf Spee and some British cruisers. Reinforcements to both sides had been reported.

SRI AUROBINDO: Yes, now the British Ark Royal, which has been sunk several times by the Germans according to their own reports, is going there from Cape Town. This fight shows that at sea the English are superior to the Germans. They fought with six-inch guns against the Germans' eleven-inch guns. The Germans ought to have sunk at least two cruisers.

PURANI: Especially when they say these pocket-battleships are very light, more powerful and technically perfect.

SRI AUROBINDO: It means then that the training is deficient and that the fighters couldn't make use of the superior power of their ship. The Germans were outmanoeuvred.

SATYENDRA: The English are in their element at sea.

SRI AUROBINDO: Yes, it is in their blood. That means that, besides training, there is something in heredity which one can't acquire by training.

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NIRODBARAN: Naval warfare is very thrilling.

SATYENDRA: Yes, from a distance.

SRI AUROBINDO: Much more thrilling when one reads of it in newspapers!

Purani was busy helping Sri Aurobindo with quotations from the Veda, etc. for The Life Divine chapter-epigraphs. He came with big volumes of Sayana and others.

SRI AUROBINDO: Sayana, in spite of his many mistakes, is very useful-though it is like going to ignorance for knowledge.

NIRODBARAN : Purani, with his glasses hanging on the tip of his nose and fat volumes under his arm, looks like Sayana, doesn't he?

SRI AUROBINDO: Oh, Sayana come back to undo his misdeeds? (Laughter )

18 DECEMBER 1939

EVENING

NIRODBARAN: Russia seems to have given no reply to Finland's peace offer.

SRI AUROBINDO: Molotov says he has not heard it and is not going to hear it.

NIRODBARAN: The poor Finns are fighting all alone. Nobody gives military help. How long can they resist?

PURANI: Everybody is busy with his own interests and safety.

SRI AUROBINDO: Except Russia and Germany who are trying to save others! But the Russians don't seem to have advanced much. It doesn't much credit on their army. Of course, in the long run, Finland doesn't have any chance. Russia will throw in its huge mass. The Finns have destroyed nearly two hundred of their tanks.

SATYENDRA: Premanand was showing me a picture of the tanks. These can cross wide ditches, it seems.

SRI AUROBINDO: Yes, but they are not so formidable now. many weapons have been devised to destroy them and the Germans claim that the iron of the tanks can be melted.

NIRODBARAN: How could the German, pocket-battleship escape from the strong British squadron?

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SATYENDRA: British cruisers were not near her. They had to keep far away.

SRI AUROBINDO: Yes, about three miles from the coast, which is the limit of the territorial waters. The ship was scuttled five miles from the coast.

NIRODBARAN: It is surprising that they could hit accurately from twelve miles distance, while German hits were all wide.

SRI AUROBINDO: The German ships were out manoeuvred. The cruisers, being light and small, could easily change direction while battleships take more time. It is a foolish thing to scuttle such a ship. It could have remained interned during the war.

Then the talk turned to democracy and war aims.

NIRODBARAN: The Bengal Home Minister says the war is not fought for democracy but for the protection of small nations.

SRI AUROBINDO: When the Muslim League thinks democracy is not suitable for India, how can he say otherwise?

NIRODBARAN: When some member asked whether it was the Government opinion or his personal one, he said it was his personal opinion. (Laughter)

19 DECEMBER 1939

Sisir Maitra had presented a copy of The Life Divine to Tagore and asked him to read it. Tagore told him that his eyesight was bad. But Maitra forced the issue saying, "You said you were waiting to hear his word. This book is his word." Then Tagore replied that he would try.

SRI AUROBINDO: Tan Sen¹ has written to Dilip praising him, saying, "You have put stamps upon my heart." (Laughter} There were some other queer phrases. He didn't tell you?

NIRODBARAN: No.

SATYENDRA: It is not that people don't understand The Life Divine but that they find it difficult to apply to life.

SRI AUROBINDO: Somebody has said - I don't know who - ideals are to be held but not to be applied.

¹A Chinese professor at Viswa Bharati. His real name is Tan-un-Sang.

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SATYENDRA: Tagore can make a last attempt.

NIRODBARAN: I think I too will again make an honest attempt to understand it.

SRI AUROBINDO: But it is, I think, easier than books by Kant or other philosopher.

EVENING

We learnt that N. R. Sarkar had resigned. So the talk centered on that, it being the most important news of the day. Purani suggested that he may now join theHindu Mahasabha and do something against the Bengal ministry. That led the talk to the Hindu-Muslim problem and the charges of the Muslims against the Congress Ministries.

NIRODBARAN: Yes, but what about the charges of the Bengal Hindus against the Muslims? But strangely enough nobody knows or talks about that.

SRI AUROBINDO: No; no Indian paper gives publicity to these things. They simply make a brief statement.

NIRODBARAN: New Statesman says that there is no mishap in Bengal during this ministry.

SRI AUROBINDO: because there are no riots?

NIRODBARAN: Perhaps.

SATYENDRA: Huq has now given a list of charges which are not charges, They are all vague and general.

SRI AUROBINDO: Yes.

SATYENDRA: I don't see how any solution can be reached. Democracy doesn't seem to fit India, yet dictatorship is also not without its dangers.

SRI AUROBINDO: Democracy is a failure. It suits only those people who are born to it like England and the Scandinavian countries. Even in America it has failed. That is a proof of its corruption.

PURANI: It is astonishing how gangsters are so powerful there.

SRI AUROBINDO: Not only are there gangsters, but intrigue and corruption even among the members of the the Senate.

SATYENDRA: But who and what sort of dictatorship do you think will suit India?

SRI AUROBINDO: I don't know; when a dictator is there he will start it .(Laughter)

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Later, when Purani and Nirodbaran were alone with Sri Aurobindo, Nirodbaran spoke of Sarkar again.

NIRODBARAN: Sarkar's resignation seems a little inopportune.

SRI AUROBINDO: How?

NIRODBARAN: If he had remained he could have exercised some restraint on the Muslim Ministers.

SRI AUROBINDO: Do you think so? What about the other Hindu Ministers? Will they side with him?

NIRODBARAN: I don't know. But two of them were supposed to belong to his group, though not politically.

PURANI: If he can break the Ministry -

SRI AUROBINDO: How? He may not be able to carry the other Hindu Ministers with him as he hasn't resigned due to a communal issue.

20 DECEMBER 1939

PURANI: It seems Sarkar has resigned on the minority question. He objected to the last clause of the Government resolution which says that no further political development should be made without the full consent of the minorities. Nehru and Sir Stafford Cripps say that the British Government is not trying for democracy.

SRI AUROBINDO: Then for what?

PURANI: For its own self-interest.

SRI AUROBINDO: That is ancient history.

NIRODBARAN: Cripps seems to justify Russia's claim on Finland because Finland once belonged to Russia, though he doesn't approve of the method.

SRI AUROBINDO: In that case England can claim Ireland because it was once under its rule and now establish naval bases there, The Finnish people are not Russian in origin nor were they ruled by their willing consent. These people say whatever they like.

NIRODBARAN: Rajendra Prasad has said that the communal problem must be solved in any way possible.

SRI AUROBINDO: In any way? Then it is very easy. All Hindus can turn Mohammedans. Jinnah would like nothing better.

SATYENDRA: Yes, and then they can again become Hindus by Shuddhi. Rajendra Prasad also says that if it can't be solved, it must be given up once for all.

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PURANI: Hasrat Mohani has turned against the Congress and become a Muslim Leaguer. I don't know why.

If these Muslims could be made to contact Muslims of other countries they would then realise who is closer to them—the Hindus or their co-religionists in other lands. Turkey and Egypt do not care for these Indian Muslims. Azad realised from his bitter experience in Mecca that his religious brothers there were eager to exploit him.

SRI AUROBINDO (after a lull): Kant's idea of freedom is said to be that one is free if one's actions are determined by oneself and not by others Bet then what about the laws of morality? They are made by others. And if one is supposed to act according to oneself and thus be free, one may disobey them.

PURANI: Kant speaks also of heteronomy and gives the maxim that one must follow only that rule which one can make a universal law.

SRI AUROBINDO: His idea of freedom is like the Sanskrit sloka: "Everything under one's control is happiness, everything under another's control is sorrow." But the Gita's idea is to go beyond oneself and one's own freedom.

PURANI: Yes. Sisir Maitra concludes in his article that the Gita preaches: "Leaving all other dharmas, take refuge in Me." I don't see then why should be any controversy between Anilbaran and him. I was wondering if this sloka, "Be my-minded, my devotee." would do for a quotation for your chapter "The Triple transformation". Though it is more related to Bhakti, I thought it could as well as applied to psychic transformation because Bhakti may lead to it.

SRI AUROBINDO: Yes, but Bhakti is only one aspect of the psychic. One can go to the psychic through the mind also, not only through the heart.

NIRODBARAN: Through the mind also?

SRI AUROBINDO: Yes, the psychic produces the mental transformation too.

As soon as the word "psychic" was heard, Satyendra began to smile to himself. What's the matter?" we asked him. He didn't reply but continued to smile.

PURANI: Perhaps you are thinking, "Where is this psychic gentleman hiding?"

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NIRODBARAN: That would be more in Dr. Manilal's vein.

SRI AUROBINDO (laughing): Dr. Manilal's psychic gentleman: too apt to take medicines for coming forth.

SATYENDRA (after a while): The psychic or the Divine is like dictator.

PURANI: How?

SRI AUROBINDO: It is more like a constitutional monarch who allows you to do whatever you like.

SATYENDRA: But it doesn't come out.

SRI AUROBINDO: Because it waits for the consent of all the members of the Cabinet. (Laughter)

SATYENDRA: God is very difficult to get.

NIRODBARAN: He is also very clever in argument!

EVENING

Purani had given Sri Aurobindo Sisir Maitra's article on Kant and the Gita. Later he asked Sri Aurobindo how he found it.

SRI AUROBINDO: He has overstressed the ethical part and left out the spiritual and explained the spiritual idea from the ethical standpoint. For instance, he has interpreted the Gita's idea of doing work as duty for duty's sake — an ethical view. Doing work from any other motive and without desire for its fruit is too subtle for the mind to understand.

In the West, they don't make much distinction between the true self and the separative ego. If the separative ego is acting, why shouldn't one desire the fruit?

SATYENDRA: The idea of doing work for duty's sake may be an influence of the Christian idea of service.

SRI AUROBINDO: But the Christian idea is quite different from that. The Christians want to do what is God's will. That is a sort of religious law to them, while here it is a moral law, seen from the standpoint of Reason.

SATYENDRA: Christians have the idea of going to heaven by doing their duty.

SRI AUROBINDO: Their idea is more than that. They want to do what bears the seal of God's will on it, as they say. A religious law is there. When Reason got the upper hand on religion it began to

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question religion's foundations, and the rationalists advocated the doing of duty from the ethical, the moral point of view, as a social demand. The rationalists have very fragmentary notions of what is involved.

21 DECEMBER 1939

PURANI: This German steamer Columbus was suspected of supplying oil to German cruisers and submarines and that is why it has been scuttled.

SRI AUROBINDO: It has been scuttled?

PURANI:Yes. The commander of the Graf Spee scuttled it on his own. He has committed harakiri.

SRI AUROBINDO: I thought Hitler had asked him to do it.

PURANI: No, Hitler left the entire decision to him asking him to do what he thought best.

SRI AUROBINDO: I don't understand these scuttles and suicides.

NIRODBARAN: Perhaps the German naval authorities said that the ship must not fall into British hands.

SRI AUROBINDO: But it could have been interned and then, after the war is over, could have been returned to the owner. That is the international law unless the British wanted to seize it as they did with other ships after the last war. But this time they are not likely to do the same because they prefer to be moral.

SATYENDRA: They are professing too much.

SRI AUROBINDO (addressing Satyendra): You have read that Hitler has proclaimed a naval victory over fishing boats and trawlers? (Laughter)

SATYENDRA: Yes, Hitler speaks of his victories; his losses he suppresses or denies and invents all sorts of lies. Churchill seems to try to give true news.

SRI AUROBINDO: He declares the losses correctly but about the gains he is silent because he says he doesn't want to give such news to the Germans.

SATYENDRA : An English submarine torpedoed a German cruiser and Hitler denied it.

SRI AUROBINDO: Yes, he said there was some explosion underwater. (Laughter)

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NIRODBARAN: Somebody has said Hitler is such a liar that one can accept the opposite of what he says as true. (Laughter) Anyway, the war is getting more lively now.

SRI AUROBINDO: That is only at sea.

NIRODBARAN: In the air too, the recent attack on the German navy at Helgoland.

SATYENDRA (after some time): Tomorrow is the 22nd.

NIRODBARAN: Why do you mention it?.

SATYENDRA: Jinnah will heave a sigh of relief from mourning.

NIRODBARAN: Oh!

PURANI: Malaviya has asked to observe it as the Gita day also.

NIRODBARAN: Some members of the League have tried to tone down.

SRI AUROBINDO: Jinnah himself has done it.

NIRODBARAN: What struck me as inconsistent in the Bengal Government's war resolution yesterday has been noted by The Hindu too. The resolution calling for the immediate grant of Dominion Status says that no further political development should be made without the full consent of the minorities.

SRI AUROBINDO: It means that the Dominion Status should make provision for the protection of the rights of the minorities, There is no inconsistency. They want to insert such a clause into the Constitution. But what does the resolution mean? That nothing should be given which doesn't satisfy the Muslims and everything should be given which satisfies them? Is it that? But then there are other minorities who will come in and say the same and their demands may be granted subject to the consent of the Muslims?

PURANI: Looks like it. Some Muslim will say Urdu must be common language and Ramaswamy will say Tamil.

SRI AUROBINDO: Yes, he will but he knows that it has no chance.

PURANI: Vijay Raghavacharya has asked why these communal troubles in U. P., C. P. and Bihar occur. Why not in the Punjab and Bengal? And he asserts that these troubles are engineered by the Muslims themselves.

SRI AUROBINDO: Quite so. Or the Muslims will perhaps say that their Government was very popular and there were no grievances and the Hindus fell in love with the Muslims.

NIRODBARAN: Huq has called the Congress dishonest.

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SRI AUROBINDO: Yes, he is a judge of honesty or rather an expert!

24-25 DECEMBER 1939

PURANI: Sir Sikandar has gone to Bombay to see Jinnah, perhaps for some compromise between Congress and the League, and the Aga Khan also is starting for India. He too may try for some rapprochment.

SRI AUROBINDO: It is no use unless they can get rid of Jinnah from the League.

SATYENDRA: The Sindh Premier is trying to get Congress support for his Ministry but the Congress refuses. He is very anxious and he remarks that the Congress is throwing him to the wolves, meaning the League. But the Congress hesitates to give any support for fear of alienating the sympathy of the people by taking sides.

SRI AUROBINDO: It is a stupid folly of the Congress. By lending support they will, on the contrary, help the people.

27 DECEMBER 1939

PURANI: Some Madrasi has come to see X to learn Pranayama from him as he has written a book on the subject. X replied by signs that he has taken a vow of silence and couldn't teach. People will say that he is vowed to silence and yet has written so many books!

SRI AUROBINDO: The vow is not supposed to apply to speaking through books. Carlyle not only wrote thirty-seven volumes but also spoke profusely on the value of silence!

NIRODBARAN: Poets write poems on silence.

SRI AUROBINDO: In 1914 when the Mother came here, there also came a Dutch painter who drew a sketch of me. At the end of every meditation, he used to say, "Let us now talk of the Ineffable."

Then Purani brought in the subject of Sanskrit quotations.

SATYENDRA: Sri Aurobindo is not known by orthodox Pundits as a philosopher, but as a Yogi.

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NIRODBARAN: They say he doesn't know enough Sanskrit!

SRI AUROBINDO (smiling): The editor of the Bengali paper made that remark. He also said that I don't know enough about sex; if I did, I wouldn't have started a mixed Ashram, because in a mixed Ashram, sex-energy interferes.

EVENING

NIRODBARAN: There is a lot of controversy going on regarding war aims. Have you seen Shaw's article? Is the declaration of war aims now going to be helpful?

SRI AUROBINDO: Nonsense! How can war aims be declared now? Who is going to agree at present to the idea of a federation of Europe which Shaw is advocating? That is all the talk of intellectuals. Besides, Russia will want a Communist federation, Italy a Fascist one, Rumania another form and some will even want a federation of autarchy. I don't know that the German people themselves are keen about federation. Of course some form of it has to be found afterwards.

31 DECEMBER 1939

We found nothing to talk about. So Purani suddenly tried to set the ball rolling by remarking, "Nirodbaran says his mind is getting dull and stupid." Nirodbaran hissed and tried to stop him.

PURANI : He is threatening me. (Sri Aurobindo began to laugh.)

SRI AUROBINDO: It is perhaps a Jadabhava¹

NIRODBARAN: He has been putting all sorts of things into my mouth.

PURANI: Why? You didn't say that?

NIRODBARAN: Yes, I did, but I didn't say the other thing the other day. What I mean is that I seem to be going down to another level of stupidity. It is not Jadabhava, because here only the mind is Jada and the rest is very active.

SRI AUROBINDO: Then perhaps it is due to the effort of reading Kant and trying to understand him. (Laughter)

¹state of inertia.

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NIRODBARAN (after some time): What does Blake mean by self annihilation?

SRI AUROBINDO: I don't know, perhaps annihilation of the ego.

NIRODBARAN: And by "identity" does he mean perception of the One in all?

SRI AUROBINDO: Yes, but that identity seems to include in it all things, as held at the end of the Chhandogya Upanishad.

NIRODBARAN: Yes, Blake says that even physical love is quite justified if there is love and if one perceives identity in the other. He perceived identity in his wife but his wife didn't perceive this identity. In that case what is the solution? Their life seems to have been a tragedy because Blake loved someone else.

PURANI: I thought that they were a very happy pair.

SRI AUROBINDO: I don't know why Middleton Murry says that. His wife was an ordinary Christian and it took her a long time to come to his standpoint. It was because she could not chime in with him that there was the tragedy. All the Christian mystic poets from Donne onward regard sex as permissible in the man-and-woman relation.

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